To be fair to you & me, I think I still love you. The reason why I stayed here after so long, however I think our relation would be the best staying this way. I don't bear to lose you again and I don't have the courage to love you once more all over again. People always say if you do not wish to lose someone let them remain as your best friend else be prepared to lose them in your life. You are the one that I don't want to lose in my life.. For some reason I don't know why , seriously.. I should have given up long ago. But I simply can't , don't know the reason for me being so weak . Feeling helpless yet no one to refer to.. No one to talk to... arh RUBBISH FEELINGS...

I hate my life like seriously. Duno wad i can do anymore .. I dun like to use vulgar words when im typing anything anywhere , but now seriously i hate my fked up life.. I WANT MY LIFE BACK.. HAIS. FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

Life hasn't been a bed of roses for me. Tons of things happened and well i wish things can go back to how it was. Although it's impossible but well. Everyone deserves a chance to dream. I hope it's not too much for me to dream of my wonderful life.

People say a picture speaks a thousand words.. However this image that i show contain nth more than 14 words yet it speaks more than a thousand words.. This is a picture repost from my baby's blog on 3.3.10 08:25am.. This is how much i miss my baby..

亲爱的老婆，一年，十二个月，五十二个星期，三百六十五天，八千七百六十个小时，五十二万六百分钟，三千一百五十三万六千秒对你不停的爱戴以及思念。今天是我们在一起一周年庆。我想在这里在我的部落格上写一篇爱的宣言可是我的华语不是很好所以我就尽力而为。

老婆和你在一起时间过的特别的快，每当我们在一起时间就像是火箭般的速度飞驶而去。 可是每当我和你在一起时我都感到特别幸福应为你占据了我阵颗心。老婆在这一年里我对你的爱越来越深，你对我非常非常重要。简直是必不可少，我的生命已经不能没有你了。未来的日子里我们两都会很忙，但是我队你的爱和思念不会减少反而会随着时间而越来越多。老婆我只想看到你美丽的微笑，你的微笑是那么的美那么的迷人。老婆我想对你说三个字，虽然平凡但是意义重大，

我爱你！

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Been Ages Since i last update my blog.
First and foremost i must apologize to baby coz i didnt update my blog as often,I never blog for a few months for our monthsary post and I neglected you due to my intensive driving lessons..
Secondly Sorry to those who read my blog as i left my blog here rotting.
Thirdly I thank god for all my wishes come true.

Now for the most important update of my Life :)

I'm here to announce that i have attained my driving licence.
This means that BABY!! I've all the world's time to accompany u le. :D

Since i have attained the major goal of my life now I must think of another goal for myself to work hard for..

Shall think over it first ... :P

Baby happy birthday, Stay pretty and sweet always my dearest. I LOVE U FOREVER. :)