Met Sweetie to study for her test on 27th Aug...Was afraid tat she might not study if she's facing her com..So things goes like this on 27 Aug i told sweetie tat i'll be meeting her around 8pm so i took bus at 730-740 so after a few stop i reach sweetie's hse de void deck at around 750-755.so waited for a while for sweetie as she wanted to bath first ...A while more she came down..so we went to a table at the block tat she was staying at and sat down to study for our test.So we studied until 9 or 10 plus we chatted and around 1120 i send her home and took bus 43 home..

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

亲爱的，我认为你值得我去爱，
我没有什么东西可以给你只有时间，
在我眼里你是最完美的，
没有经过磨练的爱情不会长久，
辛苦是爱情的必经之路，
我和你会心痛是因为我们都在互彼此，
亲爱的我已经爱你爱到无法自拔了，
相信我，我爱你，关键只在于你爱我吗？
给彼此一个机会吧，
我们的未来在于我们如何经营这段感情。

Felt super restless and fed up of everything..Dont know why i've gotten this feeling..i wasnt suppose to be like this..I used to be a cheerful person, how come now its like everything is going against me..Friends were shock abt my sudden change of mood..hais..hate this feeling..It's like losing living goals in life..

I always thought that i'm able of helping others , no matter what problem other ppl maybe facing i can help them to get over it..Now i finally felt that im very useless.Not being able to be of help.Feels like helping but i just dont know the way to.Got a super unhappy mood.

Hey girl this is the 11th day since i know u.
I dont know whether this is the right timing to say this to you but i do not wish to have any regrets in my life.
I know u are trying to walk out of your past relationship.
All i want to tell you is that i wish that i can be the one to help you walk out of your past relationship.
I know that I'm younger then you but age doesnt really matter what matters is that i will really love you with all of my heart.
I'm not lying to you when i say "that's special you are".I really mean it.
No matter what other people think of u , U are indeed special in my eyes.
Whenever that you told me that you're unhappy i really wanted to try my best to comfort you.
But i do not know i shld comfort you as the position of someone who like or admires you or just another friend of yours.
When i told you that even if others hate you
, you cannot hate yourself that because im there waiting for you to notice that i like you.
Earlier when u told me tat your friend wanted to intro a guy to u.
i was jealous not becoz im a gay,because i'm afriad that guy maybe interested in you.
I do not know why i choose this way to tell you that i like you but i have mustered up all my courage to ask you this .
Can i walk thru all ups and downs with you as your boyfriend.
i hope that u can you be my partner that walk thru the next chapter of our life together hand in hand.
I know that i have a busy timetable but no matter what i will always find time for you and i promise you that.
Eileen can u be my girlfriend.?