To be fair to you & me, I think I still love you. The reason why I stayed here after so long, however I think our relation would be the best staying this way. I don't bear to lose you again and I don't have the courage to love you once more all over again. People always say if you do not wish to lose someone let them remain as your best friend else be prepared to lose them in your life. You are the one that I don't want to lose in my life.. For some reason I don't know why , seriously.. I should have given up long ago. But I simply can't , don't know the reason for me being so weak . Feeling helpless yet no one to refer to.. No one to talk to... arh RUBBISH FEELINGS...